Friday, May 7, 2010
I am not stressed but I am slowly getting annoyed with the stress of a certain person around me... I have no fundimental tie to you apart from the fact that we happen to work together, and even so I avoid having any contact with you what so ever, I do this because I find you to be a bit like as bad rash hard to get rid of and really annoying. I am not one to call anyone STUPID but as they say if the shoe fits, also I don't like how you blame shift on to a prefectly competent person who is diligent and hard working. I cant stand it when people must down play things to make there mistakes less noticable. I am all for giving someone a chance but after the 3rd chance I think your true charachter has come out and we can see what you are about.
I have been having thoughts of Chainsaws....
Thursday, May 6, 2010
I must just share with the world that my last two weeks have been subject to the mood swings of the people around me...
I wake up to them and retire to my bed with them, it will soon be getting to the point were I in my own form of mood swing may have to kill someone. The best thing out of it all is when the two people I find myself with the most are both having a swing at each other, they both seek solace and comfort from me (which at this point is in very minimal supply) I wish that I was free to enjoy my own mood swings and not have to deal with the many mood swings that suround me
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010
I don't like making someone a priority when they make me an option.
I really can't stand greedy people or people who think way to much of themselves. It is one thing to value yourself, it is a completely different thing when you are stuck up (my friend Nandi would day when shit becomes it). I don't take kindly to nonsense, gossip or backstabbing there really is so much more to life, I only have so much time and i don't like to waste it.
And just remember when all else fails you can have a Chocolate Brownie.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Some people are just odd If you say one thing that is what you should mean and it should not change with every passing second when you open your yapper and spew out obsenities then spew them with conviction if they come from a valid place and if they truly need to be put out there for the universe to help you deal with them. But when you put them out there do not with your next breath pretend the world is a wonderful place and leave us mere mortals feeling like we just lived through the last 5 mins of the end sequence to a horror movie.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
You know sometimes when your sleeping and your dreaming and in the dream you can hear shouting??? that was what happened to me in my mid afternoon (MUCH NEEDED NAP) let me explain the circumstances I work in an enviroment where my home is located at my place of employment this was the soul contributer to this nightmare. I was dreaming and it wasnt good so I woke myself up as you do when things are not good in your dreams and well the shouting part just didnt stop sometimes I wish people would just put a sock in it.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Life teaches you to work through things and to move on from things and then you get on with your life and everything is good, then for some unknown reason the things you let go of you miss or the person you have worked so hard to get over comes back and you cant resist falling again
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it sucks when it seems to only rain on you!!!!!
There is always that something that you look for or you feel that you are searching for and you never seem to find it, maybe we are all looking in the wrong place. I think that anything special should come from within you within the special person you are and in a age were things often seem dismal and disappointing surely if we found the special in us it would make finding the special in others easier...
It is hard to change and change how we have done things for the last part of our lives but as the saying goes change is as good as a holiday... take a holiday and find the person yearning to get out within the beauty of you.
Friday, April 23, 2010
There is always hope that people will change and be who they should be and how they should be, but sometimes I think that people get so caught up in who the think they should pretend to be. I wish that people would just be straight forward say what they need to say and be honest to themselves and others.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
People are in our lives and some are good for us and some are not. I am really not good at judging which are good for me and which are bad, I had a friend away for 10 days and now I am grateful for her and I appreciate that she is good for me and that I want her in my life.
We have a hidden understanding of each other.
Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a strager into a friend. Gratitude makes snse of our past, brings peace for today and creates vision for tomorrow - Melody Beattie